Monday, February 19, 2007

11dp3dt - Lack of imagination

Thanks for easing my mind on the teas. I have been drinking only moderate amounts of tea and drinking different kinds too. Still, I helps to get a second opinion (or a score of them) and to get some reassurance that I'm not alone with these worries.

I'm still sticking with my plan to wait with the beta till Thursday. I will be taking some time off of work then, giving me time to regain my balance.
Meanwhile, I'm finding it very hard to be positve about this cycle. There are no symptoms to report, so no reassurance to be found there (too early, I realize).

I know we have a chance, but I don't feel it. I can't imagine a positive outcome, but I can imagine being disappointed very vividly. Let's just say I'm not in a hurry to get there.

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20 Comments:

At 19 February, 2007 22:52, Blogger ak1908 said...

Hang in there. You're almost there! What a trooper!!!

 
At 19 February, 2007 23:52, Blogger katty said...

The wait is hellish.
I hope you are ok, lut.
I so wish that everything works out for you.

 
At 20 February, 2007 02:09, Blogger Bumble said...

Only 2 more days to go. It really COULD have worked! I hope hope hope it did!

 
At 20 February, 2007 02:49, Blogger Just another Jenny said...

Thinking of you and hoping for the best on Thursday. Even at 16dpt I didn't think it had worked so I am holding out tons of hope for you.

 
At 20 February, 2007 07:06, Blogger Bea said...

Fingers still crossed for you.

Bea

 
At 20 February, 2007 09:39, Anonymous Lori said...

What a long wait it's been - I'll be thinking of you and hoping you get some great news in 2 days. And symptoms at this point are totally unreliable.

 
At 20 February, 2007 09:51, Anonymous Meg said...

Oh Lut, you're a strong lady to wait till Thursday. You never never know. Fingers crossed for you here. Put it this way, you have the best chance you have had yet. xxx

 
At 20 February, 2007 10:58, Anonymous Kath said...

Holding my breath with you, my dear, and hoping that Thursday brings you a very pleasant surprise.

 
At 20 February, 2007 14:06, Blogger serenity said...

Holding out hope for you, Lut.

*hug*

 
At 20 February, 2007 15:03, Blogger soralis said...

Thinking of you... it won't be long now.

Take care

 
At 20 February, 2007 19:31, Blogger Keeping The Faith said...

Lut- I felt exactly the same way. I had and still have very few pregnancy symptoms (basically none). I basically threw in the towel and was planning my next cycle. I hope you end up being just as joyfully shocked as I was.
-Faith

 
At 20 February, 2007 22:42, Blogger lucky #2 said...

You are so close. Waiting sucks. Imagine all of us holding our breath waiting with you....

 
At 20 February, 2007 23:42, Blogger Hopeful Mother said...

At least you should know from reading our blogs that what you *think* doesn't make any difference on the results.

That's the good news.

The bad news is that it doesn't stop you from thinking about it anyway.

Hoping for really great news come Thursday...!

 
At 21 February, 2007 04:26, Blogger Kris said...

I hope it worked for you. Wishing you the best for Thursday.

 
At 21 February, 2007 06:00, Blogger Meri-ann said...

I'm holding my breath.... x

 
At 21 February, 2007 06:09, Blogger Megan said...

Thinking of you and holding my breath until Thursday!

 
At 22 February, 2007 00:40, Blogger Baby Blues said...

Almost there... Hoping everything works out.

 
At 22 February, 2007 00:46, Blogger projgen said...

praying hard for you Lut. One day to go. Actually, I think at this point, today is tomorrow for you, isn't it?

Big hugs!

 
At 22 February, 2007 01:27, Blogger My Reality said...

Hoping. And wondering how the hell you could be stong enough to wait an extra couple of days for your beta. And hoping some more.

 
At 22 February, 2007 03:30, Blogger Megan said...

Just wanted to wish you good luck tomorrow!!

 

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