Monday, May 11, 2009

Beta confirms BFN

Beta results are just in, HCG level of 4. At least it is a clean break.

I'm plunging straight into a FET in the next cycle. Because my progesterone is still high, I've been instructed to start sniffing again as of today, then when my period starts I should take progynova.
Good thing I still have some left from IVF #2, way back in 2007, not expired (I checked).

As I said I'm disappointed, all that energy spent for nothing, but not depressed. I really can't let myself give in to despair before we've gone through 3 failed transfers (or some other arbitrary number). Not after 1 failed transfer, that's for certain.

Thank goodness DH and I have Linnea in our lives.

20 Comments:

At 11 May, 2009 14:42, Anonymous survivingttc said...

Aw Lut, I am so so sorry :( I know how this stinks. What is your FET protocol gonna be?
Looks like we might be cycling buddies again. I'm about to head in for my "official" beta, but I know there's pretty much zero hope at this point.
The tots sure do make it easier to focus on something else other than digest these BFNs. At least right now.
I hope our journeys are over soon.

 
At 11 May, 2009 16:01, Blogger Larisa said...

I'm sorry. That sucks. (((HUGS)))

 
At 11 May, 2009 17:00, Blogger InfertileMadWoman said...

I am sorry sweetie... Good Luck with the FET, I really hope it works.

 
At 11 May, 2009 18:32, Blogger namaste said...

I'm so sorry for the negative. Glad that you have gorgeous Linnea to help get your mind off it.

xo

 
At 11 May, 2009 19:10, Blogger Hopeful Mother said...

Disappointed is a good word. I'm sorry for the result.

I am encouraged to hear that you can start your next FET right away. I hope you have success soon. And great for the leftover meds - every bit helps!

 
At 11 May, 2009 19:33, Blogger statia said...

I'm so sorry. That really sucks. *sigh*

 
At 11 May, 2009 20:27, Blogger Heather said...

I'm so sorry.

 
At 11 May, 2009 22:09, Blogger Heather said...

So sorry. Hang in there.

 
At 11 May, 2009 23:37, Blogger My Reality said...

I am sorry, Lut.

 
At 12 May, 2009 01:26, Blogger Sara said...

Aw shite. I'm sorry. Glad you can go ahead with a FET right away.

 
At 12 May, 2009 07:37, Blogger m said...

Crap - I am sorry, it sucks big time...
x

 
At 12 May, 2009 09:09, Anonymous Nina said...

I'm disappointed for you too. And sad too. Glad though you can go ahead straight away with your FET.

Hugs and see you soon :)

 
At 12 May, 2009 12:06, Blogger Kath said...

Dear Lut, I am so, so sorry to hear that. Disappointing indeed.

Hoping Linnea is extra-sweet to you right now, and keeping everything crossed for a successful FET.

 
At 12 May, 2009 22:16, Blogger Thalia said...

sorry to hear this, glad you have a plan.

 
At 12 May, 2009 22:59, Anonymous A.M.S. said...

I'm sorry. No matter what, a negative sucks.

 
At 13 May, 2009 06:34, Blogger Soralis said...

So sorry to hear... good luck with the FET

 
At 14 May, 2009 05:48, Blogger Bea said...

So sorry it didn't work this time. Also that I haven't been around. Wishing you best of luck with the next step.

Bea

 
At 15 May, 2009 06:33, Blogger Sparkle said...

Bummer about the negative.
Still tough.
Great that you can move straight on to an FET.

 
At 15 May, 2009 14:48, Blogger Flower said...

I'm so sorry...and I totally understand. ((HUGS))

 
At 15 May, 2009 21:43, Blogger lucky #2 said...

Sorry, Lut. :(

 

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