Monday, February 07, 2011

Bloodwork confirms

Another BFN. Moving from astonished waiting, straight back to despair.

The clinic wants me to continue all medication and retest in 2 days. Oh joy.
What on earth for? Resurrection embryo?

I don't know how much more of this I can take.

17 Comments:

At 07 February, 2011 11:54, Blogger Bea said...

A retest does seem pretty hopeful if the bloods confirm BFN at 11dpo. I was very much hoping for this cycle...

Bea

 
At 07 February, 2011 14:06, Blogger Sara said...

SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT!!! I'm so sorry, Lut. I saw that there were two new posts and my heart leaped thinking that you good news. I'm crushed for you. This stinks. So freakin' unfair.

 
At 07 February, 2011 14:37, Blogger BigP's Heather said...

I'm sorry.

So sorry.

 
At 07 February, 2011 15:51, Blogger serenity said...

Damn, Lut, I was really hoping for this cycle.

Crap. This is so unfair.

Ugh.

xoxo

 
At 07 February, 2011 17:13, Blogger Hopeful Mother said...

I'm sorry, Lut. I was hoping so much for you.

 
At 07 February, 2011 17:31, Blogger Lollipop Goldstein said...

Oh hon, I am so sorry.

 
At 07 February, 2011 17:58, Anonymous It is what it is said...

I have been in this exact spot more times that I thought I could take and it simply sucks. I am sorry. It sucks, hands down.

Try to be kind to yourself in these early days. It is so easy to not be.

 
At 07 February, 2011 18:57, Anonymous Aramelle said...

I'm so sorry.
*HUGS*

 
At 07 February, 2011 19:33, Anonymous mrs. hope said...

I'm so sorry. I never understand this crap.

 
At 07 February, 2011 21:36, Blogger strongwoman said...

So very, very sorry. Wishing you peace.

 
At 07 February, 2011 22:59, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I don't understand either, and am also sorry. As you know, I know this misery. I remember looking at the trees outside the clinic window over the course of so many seasons and years, for so many appointments, and wondering when it would end. I wish this had been your season.
Swisschard

 
At 07 February, 2011 23:25, Blogger Pam said...

I'm sorry.

 
At 08 February, 2011 01:44, Blogger My Reality said...

I am so sorry, Lut. I was hoping that this cycle was going to be different. And now with the added torture of another blood draw.

 
At 08 February, 2011 04:10, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm sorry that I haven't been keeping up here Lut. I'm sorry that this doesn't seem to be the one. I guess if they are insisting on another draw there is still a tiny bit of hope but really, at this point it just seems a little callous (although I'm sure they have their reasons).
And yes, you can take this - how much more I don't know either but I do have faith in you (if not in this cycle).
Hang in there.
DinoD

 
At 08 February, 2011 08:17, Blogger Thalia said...

I'm really sorry to hear this news, so very disappointing and sad. Did you ask them why they want you to retest? I have to say I would not be hopeful at this point, either. I am sorry.

 
At 09 February, 2011 10:58, Blogger Vee said...

Crap! I am sorry Lut.
Hugs

 
At 10 February, 2011 03:18, Blogger Roccie said...

Ah Lut. I am so sorry. I am so very sorry.

 

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